《Twilight暮光之城》
5月剛回澳洲那段時間，我常常一邊看影碟，一邊用電腦。很多影碟都在我漫不經心的觀看中跳過。
不知道那張《Twilight》的碟是誰買了放在我的電視機櫃裡，一定是我不在澳洲那一年的事。
那天，剛開始播放《暮光之城》時，我仍然一邊看影碟，一邊抱著部電腦看，以為這部戲一如既往會是上網過程中的背景音樂。
後來，我的眼睛完全沒離開電視機，根本忘記看電腦。
看完，我還想追看下去。
我喜歡這部戲。（怎會喜歡一部描寫少男少女愛情的戲呢？）
這部戲一定會出續集，因為我有追看的衝動。能讓我有追看欲的影片，往往都是成功的連續劇。
我在電腦搜尋Twilight，哇，原來是我孤陋寡聞，它一早就很出名，已經出了3部：
Twilight series·慕光之城系列
1. Twilight 《暮色》
2. New Moon 《新月》
3. Eclipse 《月食》
第4部Breaking Dawn 《破曉》11月上演。
我去影碟店買了《 New Moon 》、《Eclipse 》，一口氣看完。
看完3部後，我才開始聯想起，曾經看過一文：外國女作家做了一個夢，夢中一對少男少女在開滿鮮花的草地上談情說愛，然後，她就有股非寫不可的衝動，一氣呵成寫完一部吸血鬼的愛情小說。
不認為吸血鬼的題材還會吸引我，我沒去深究，況且我的英文還沒達到可以如飢似渴讀小說的程度。
這部讓我追看的戲，原來就是那女作家的第一部大作。
《Breaking Dawn》在悉尼上畫的第一個週末，我去看了。那次入場看電影，值得一記。
環顧四周，入場觀眾90％是女性，99％是少女。
我喜歡一個人看電影，最反感有人在電影院竊竊私語。
為避免聽到別人談話，我會盡可能遠離二人行的觀眾。
隨著劇情，少女們或竊笑或接嘴說女主角沒說出口的台詞。看到女主角剃腳毛，轟堂大笑。
這場電影如同看學生場電影，沒安靜過。
我應該很反感才對？
很奇怪，我被少女們感染到，覺得她們與電影間的互動很妙。
為甚麼Twilight系列片會吸引我呢？
因為那純純的戀愛感覺嗎？因為總要壓抑著的愛戀滋味嗎？
直到今天我都還在問自己。
哪天，看完之後要推出的部分，我應可剖白得更清晰。
以下Twilight告白，可否觸動你的初戀情懷？
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If I could dream at all it would be about you, and I’m not ashamed of it.
Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars–points of light and reason …And then you shot across my sky like a meteor.
Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.
I’m here, and I love you. I have always loved you, and I will always love you. I was thinking of you, seeing your face in my mind, every second that I was away.
The sound of your heart is the most significant sound in the world.
Only you could be more important than what I wanted… what I needed. What I want and need is to be with you, and I know I’ll never be strong enough to leave again.
I could see it in your eyes, that you honestly believed that I didn’t want you anymore. The most absurd, ridiculous concept- as if there were any way that I could exist without needing you !
I’ll be back so soon you won’t have time to miss me. Look after my heart –I’ve left it with you.